1 - I have a new aversion to eggs and my coffee tastes like crap
today – 3 different attempts with three very different cups. What the heck is going
on with my taste buds? Do people not hoping they are pregnant think this way?? ha
2 - I got a glowing job review today. Wow – I must be one heck
of an actress. That's all I have to say 'bout that.
3 - I’m torn about posting anything regarding Infertility
Awareness Week on FB. On one hand, I think it would make people realize they
suck sometimes in the things they say to me and others AND it would def. bring
awareness to our plight – I heart the theme DON’T IGNORE. But, am I really ready to tell the world my
BIZNISS!?
4 - I had a minor scare this week that one of my besties who isn’t
really ready to have kids and not trying not preventing (read as she will
probably get pregnant before me) might be with child. Alas, false alarm but OMG
I was a wreck. I hate myself for that.
5 - I gave a VERY pregnant lady the hairy eyeball last night in
the salon. She was getting highlights. Now mind you, I know it was probably her last ditch effort to do something
nice for herself and make herself feel better and look nice for her impending
birth BUT someone told her she looked cute. And her response, NO I’M
HUGE. Well yes dumb pregnant lady risking her child’s health for pretty hair, that’s
because you have a human being inside your uterus. UUUUUMKAY? (In my defense,
I get highlights every 7 weeks and have no idea how I would survive 9 months
without them but I am still torn on this subject since any risks I take will
have to be measured by the astronomical amount of time, energy and money it
will have taken for me to be in said predicament). I’m not sure what pissed me off more – that she
WAS in fact very cute pregnant or that she was complaining.
Happy Friday - I guess.
Hi dear! Thanks for being as brutally hont as always in your posts :) i really needed that today, as i have spent the last 24 hrs sobbing uncontrollably and punishing myself for doing so, after my best friend's "surprise" announcement at her post-wedding brunch (for which i was the MOH, completely oblivious to the fact that she was w child!)
ReplyDeleteI have gone back to the dark place i thought i was slowly crawling out from! The tears haven't stopped since. I feel alone, infertile, hopeless, and like an asshole for doing this all around her happy announcement. What could be worse? Love