Well if you are wondering…which I doubt you are, it didn’t work. Just picture me driving a car, throwing fistfuls of money and my heart and soul out the window. Yep, basically my nightmare come true. It’s been a week since we knew. It happened in church no less. I mean why wouldn’t it? Cause right now even God doesn’t seem to give a hootn’ nanny either.. I’ve been thru basically every emotion since. If you haven’t guessed, today is ANGER.
But I managed to pull myself together long enough to schedule a consultation for next week with one of the highest rated infertility specialist practices in the country. My gut just tells me this will be better. I need better. Something. Anything. I need options. I need hope. I need someone to tell me that I don’t have to live life without a child.
I am so sorry :( Shantih
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