And just like that.....

I have a 10 month old.

So much is going on in our lives that I often feel crushed by the uncertainty. I can't help but second guess everything I do as a mom. It's most definitely the hardest job I've ever had. People were right. I HATE when people are right.

Every night I pray that God lets him wake up to us the next morning.

I hope you all have a happy valentine's day. I know my heart will never be the same.

Crazy, Beautiful

To say life is cray cray would be putting it mildly. I have so much to say yet silence is all I have time to muster these days. Motherhood is so much harder than I ever thought it would be but every now and again, I get these little glimpses and realize I'm living the crazy, beautiful life I always wanted. And this is proof.

 

 

 

So until I have time to write about said life, Merry Christmas to all and to all a "full night's sleep" 'cause that would truly be my Christmas miracle. ***sigh***

 



Thankful

Of all the things I am thankful for this year, you buddy, are at the top of the list. I can't and don't want to imagine life without you. There just aren't enough ways to express how much I love you and how grateful I feel to be your mom. I hope you always know. Even if you are closer to 8 months in this photo and wearing a onesie that is two sizes too small. 

Fat guy in a little coat....errr...onesie



Truer Words Have Not Been Spoken......

After a local radio DJ announced this morning that his third child was on the way, they asked listeners to call in with "THINGS NOONE TOLD YOU ABOUT HAVING A BABY." The other DJ being a mom of two little ones popped up and said, "no one tells you that after having a baby, for at least the first eight months, you arrive EVERYWHERE late AND you will arrive sweaty." Amen sista, AMEN. Happy Friday (from the girl who has been late to work every.single.day for 7 and a half months)!